Wednesday, August 14, 2013

WHEN "WE" MORPHS INTO "ME" AND "US" HAS PASSED AWAY... Life After Divorce


Divorce, long separation, intermission, hiatus, respite, an extra-long trip to the corner store for a loaf of bread… you can call it what you wish (some folks need to describe it creatively to escape any blame or shame… no judgment here).    The reality is that no matter what you call “it”, how you define “it”, there are repercussions of “it” and one major set of repercussions is how it affects the children that are experiencing “it”.

Divorce can and most often does create emotional wounds in children.  Please people… a little maturity here… TALK to your kids!  Let them know in an age appropriate way about what’s going on, what they’re feeling and how things will get better... because it will get better!  Involve them!  They are involved in this transition and if they feel “in the know”, they will gain a sense of empowerment as opposed to a sense of helplessness and despondency.
  
Next set of repercussions are dealt to the spouse who was left behind… it’s always easier to leave than to be left.  Assess your financial situation, which has likely taken a severe hit.  Your household income has likely been reduced by half (or more if the absent partner was the greater income producer).  Do everything you can to program yourself for success going forward.  If you don’t already know what it is, this is a great time to find out what your strengths and skills are and focus on them to help move you in a new and positive direction.  Everybody has a personal truth (what you believe about yourself when nobody's watching).  Remember that you will create the results in life that you believe you deserve.  This is the time to believe that you can fly WayBeyondZ, because you can!  Claim it, line it up, and make it happen!  This by no means implies that you should forget that you are a sum total of your experiences, BECAUSE YOU ARE exactly that.  You cannot erase your past, and life DOESN’T transcend that truth… there is no reset button.  You need to PLAN for success and execute your plan remembering and learning from your past mistakes and transgressions.  Include not repeating your past mistakes in your new plan.  No one can conduct this assessment for you.  It is easy to place blame on others, or to lean on a new relationship and get caught up looking like a fool in rose-colored glasses, recreating the same mess that you just left behind.  Cut out the foolywang!  Only you know where you made the left turn and only you can commit to taking the right path going forward.
 
Create a support squad!  My experiences of always relying on only myself make asking for help very difficult (almost impossible) for me.  I have come to realize that people who love you appreciate being asked for help (as long as it’s within reason… I don’t think anyone would appreciate being asked repeatedly to make your credit card payments) and it is a gift to them to allow them to be there for you.  I assure you if you create a support squad of your closest friends who won't mind providing you with emotional support, professional guidance and ongoing inspiration, you will benefit.  Realize that you're not the first person to go through this.
 
Make it a priority to be a little selfish and do something just for you.  The most important gift you can give your children is to take care of their parents.  Try a new class, start exercising, or reconnect with an old hobby you've forgotten about.  Even though you may no longer be only half of a couple, you are absolutely still 100 percent of the person who you are.  Find your authentic self!  Reconnect with what makes you excited to get out of bed every day!
 
Do your kids bring you joy?  Why not have some joy with your kids and choose to live with some fun in your new life.  What kind of mom do you think your kids are experiencing when you're sitting around, crying and lamenting about what was instead of what is?  Create new memories with your children that will carry them into the future with self-esteem, confidence and happiness.  When it’s the appropriate time for you (after the kids are settled and depending on the kids themselves, their ages and the circumstances surrounding the big “D”) be open to love.  Do not allow the experience to make you jaded.  Grieving a lost marriage doesn't have a time frame on it, but life does.  Whether you realize it or not, life is marching on and your kids will be leaving the nest before you know it.  There comes a time when you have to accept the fact and say, "I've got to get on with my life!”  Find a way to put one foot in front of the other and move forward BUT, it’s important to always look at any new relationship and ask yourself, "What's it costing me to be in this relationship?"  If you totally lose yourself in it, are in it for the wrong reasons (such as financial stability or just because you miss being in a relationship) then the cost is way too high.  Lastly, NEVER make the mistake of putting your new love before your children or yourself… you and the kids come first!

You can live WayBeyondZ after divorce.  Find your joy! 

“If you spend your time hoping someone will suffer the consequences for what they did to your heart, then your allowing them to hurt you a second time in your mind.”
Shannon L. Alder

“Love, above all things, is a commitment to your choice.”
Rob Liano

1 comment:

  1. I was once told by someone who I Respect & Love very much, that when you are going through something alone, you are robbing someone of their Blessing......Blessings are meant to be payed forward. Stay Blessed & Be Encouraged.

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